boys and girls

Boy meets girl. Girl falls in love with boy. Boy falls in love with girl. They can't keep their hands off each other.

Boy and Girl get married. They have fun chasing each other around the house. They still can't keep their hands off each other.

Girl gets pregnant. Girl is very tired and nauseous. Boy is supportive and understanding. Girl gets big, really big. Boy doesn't mind.

Girl has baby. Girl is tired and sore. Boy must stay away for at least six weeks. New breastfeeding apparatus is off-limits from boy.

Girl's body is now shared with a demanding baby and a neglected husband. Girl is still really tired. Boy is still supportive, but a little lonely.

Girl isn't really impressed with her new body. Girl only let's boy around with the lights off.
Eventually, girl gets sleep, baby gets sleep. The boy and girl begin to chase each other around again.

She gets pregnant, again. Repeat previous story, but now with toddler in tow.
Girl changes diapers, feeds babies, and sees herself as a sustenance machine. Boy still sees girl as someone he likes to chase around.

Girl is balancing babies, household duties, and marital bliss on a precarious slope and at some point something is going to give. Since the house isn't going anywhere, the babies need attention, the boy is put on hold.

After a while of this, boy feels sad. Girl is hurt that boy doesn't understand.




tears falling down when i read about them
about the children,
they lack of food.
they died.
how pity are they.
i wonder
am i grateful enough with what i have?
i am too selfish. yes i am.

"we did not at all fully experience the perpetual fast those less fortunate than us experience. After a long day of fasting, we had a wonderful table full of food awaiting us, unlike those in East Africa that fast for days at a time with either little food or no food at the end of the day."


5 Important Pencil Lesson

The Pencil Maker is ALLAH and We are pencils!

stay zati stay

not everybody happy.
me neither.
i may laugh,
i may smile,
i may look strong,
but deep inside.
i am crying.
i am not that strong to bear all the problems.
i am fragile as well.
after one problem, another one comes,
oh GOD.
i know you give me all this because you are watching me.
thank you Allah.
i am just hoping that i can still stay standing
and will keep holding on.
and and
i am not alone at all right?
YOU are with me
always. and. forever.



see you in 10 years time.
let's us see and look with our own eyes.
promise is a promise.
thank you
you booooost up my spirit.
you think i can easily forget?

i will make sure that i will do well in my life
i will become a success cardiologist one day.
and see,
what you will say one day.
bye bye!


dear you.:)

talking with you make me laugh
make me happy.
how i wish i can spend my whole day talking with you
im gonna tell you lots lots lots of stuff
even for just a short time.
i am very happy.
i hope you fell the same too
please grant my wish


you make me smile

seeing you smile make me happy.
seeing you smile make me want to smile too.
thank you.

i am shy.

;) my heart skipped a beat . its make me nervous. say it first is what i want to hear from you.


so true. so sweet

Don’t worry if you’re single.
God’s looking at you right now, saying,
“I’m saving this girl for someone special"
so sweet,kan?


same thing

over and over again
im tired.
please just give me a good news
i know
GOD will never give something that burden HIS fellow
all i need to do is to stay strong and be more close to him


im feeling like giving up.
is there's still a hope for me?


i tried my best
i tried evrything
maybe there's still some where i need to improve.
i know.
i dont loose my way yet, i should turn to him.
HE knows the best for me.
nothing is impossible.
pray hard. and ibadah hard as well.



nervous. nervous. nervous.
i dont know.
either i can or not.
i dont know.
one thing i know
i will surely try my best
a good news for me.

instead of this,

i would say this,

i wish i can still have the time.
i wish i can make it become true.
please .
please give me some more time.


im sorry i cant be there for you

im so sad
i cant be with my best friend when she's really need someone to share everything
to share her problems
to story everything with me
she's always with me when i need her
im always share my problems with her
many times she watched me crying over and over
but now
i can only see her crying through skype
oh how i really wish that i can be with her now
i want to hug her
i want to calm her down
just like what she did to me
whenever im down
i hope you will stay strong
i know its hard
i will never stop pray for you
remember dear
everything happen for a reason
even if you loose someone you really love.
you still have HIM,
you are never alone tau.
i will always be your backbone till the end.
love you friend. stay strong.


spot it.

there's a something rare you can notice occurs naturally on me.


mama says,

i just had a phone call with my mama.
she said.

" It doesn't matter what. as long as you study and understand everything, you can do it. Believe in what you do. I'm sure you can make it"

that's why i love you mama.
thank you.
yes i will try my hard.


fikir sat.

Jika kita ingati, ketika Aisyah r.a ditanya orang mengenai perangai Rasulullah s.a.w, jawab Aisyah perangai Rasulullah ialah al-Quran. Maksudnya Rasulullah dan al-Quran tidak boleh dipisahkan. Bilal bin Rabah apabila ditindih dengan batu besar atas dirinya, kalimah “ahad-ahad” (esa) yang keluar daripada mulutnya ialah lambang cinta pada Allah.


show me.

Tell me how you've never felt delicate or innocent. do you still have doubts that us having faith makes any sense. tell me nothing ever counts lashing out or breaking down still somebody loses 'cause there's no way to turn around

dangerous and moving

You take it all away
But never give it back
And this is what you say
Their lives are yellow black
And this is how they move
And this is how they sway
That danger is the truth
They die and come again

Obstacles and signs
Perilous and looming
Dangerous and moving
Dangerous and moving


i have a disease so called
"i must get that thing for sure"

man. its dangerous!


its t.A.t.U times!

oh i really miss this times.
i miss my school.
i miss my friends.
a lot of memories!
a lot!
we fight. like a kids.
we loves. like a couple.
we otai. like a yakuza!
and still, we close like a family.
i loves them.
they are my heartbeats.
they thought me a lot.
they thought me how to be an indie person.
thanks guy.
oh you know what. we loves listening to tatu songs!
all about us, friends or foe, ahh everything about tatu.
we loves it.
and the lyrics of tatu song also very2 meaningful.
i love it soo.
girls. i really miss you guys.
i really2 did.
one promise.
"even we are apart with each other, but we are very2 close in each of our heart!"

i miss you guys.



thats so true.

dear future

please let me have at least something that worth for me to wait.
please help me to erase all the memories that i really hate. that i really want to forget.
please guide me to become a better me.
please support me to move forward towards a better life.
please give me all the courage
please teach me to be strong.
and please love me always.

::::mars and venus::::::

women are from venus.
men are from mars.



don't say i miss you if you didn't mean it
don't say you need me if you didn't mean it
don't say i love if you didn't mean it.

we love this

yesterday we had eid celebration.
we enjoyed it!
delicious food and met with many friends.
happy. go. lucky. everyone.

so our click,
mmg sah2 like taking pictures.
nak nak pulak key just bought a brand new
so we are the modelsss for her.
ahaha. sebab we all like taking pictures.
kan, kan?

hehe. we had fun.
sampai lenguh la mulut sebab asyik posing
ahaha. tapi best!
and the pictures turn out very very very nice one.
semua cantik2 you know. <3

this is us with our TYT.

this is me and adeeek manissssssssss. ;)

i like this. nice kan?

this is super duper like like like!
p/s : there's a story behind this. a TOP story. ;)

and here is our miss photographer. miss key.




i must not forget to take my medicine.
i must not forget to take my medicine.
now i can feel thats its getting worst
i skip my ubat time.
so now.
back to discipline okay.
take ubat on time please ;(



every words is a lie


just go.
dont come back
its annoyed.
dont get me involves anymore.
bye and thanks!


a hope

please granted my wish.
i just want one.
only one.



whenever it may be.
stand by my side.
watch me with your own two eyes.
whether im going to right road until the end.
that way,
i will be able to remember today while looking at you.
that's why you have to continue to be by my side.


see you ya!

one day
you will see
im not a coward
im not a loser
i will show you
just you wait till the day come.
i will never regret
i will never turn back
because i did nothing wrong
i am in the right path
you know what?
i will never give up
oh yes. never.
today you may laugh
but one day you will cry.
crying for help.
and i can just look at you.
i cant help.
because im really tired.
see you one day.



preparation is important
study jom study


a power of broccoli

broccoli delicious.
i like it.
tambah2 its gooood for your health.

1. good to remove the eyebag
-so mmg sesuai for us student yg always stay up and tidur kadang2 tak ikut time. eyebag pun makin nampak la. so nk clean, senang je. broccoli!

2. good for jerawat too.
- clean your face. no more pimples. shoooh.

3. a good vege to have a good body shape
- mmg sesuai for those yg nak body cantik. no need sapu2 cream lol

4. senang masak.
- paling senang makan like salad ja. cicah dgn thousand island pun delicious okay.

and so much more, bnyak sgt benefits broccoli ni. jom makan jom. :D

lets party!

im fat lets party
ha jom jom jom!

one day





put your hands up
put your hands up
put put put put... !
oh yeah!



if you failed.
dont be sad.
because we still have HIM.
definitely, HE will never leave us alone.
dont give up.
ever. dont.
keep trying harder.
in the end, you will find the gold.
the most precious than you ever had.
the most expensive than anybody else.

"Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail."

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."


"Never, never, never give up!"




i got
this from beny. jemy , enney and jet. thank you guys. love you guys too! oh and notice the small yellow paper? its a wish from someone-you-dont-know-who. :)
the card is huge kan? yet it meaningful :)

and here my new Mr boolie-boo

i was study outside my balcony just now. and i snapped this pics sebab i rasa cantik
even penuh with building but its beautiful really. hehe. you think so?


orange juice addicted!

orange juice is my oxygen.
OMG. im so addicted to it.
i must drink it. its a MUST.
a day without it, i feel incomplete.
im just love orange juice!


you made mistake.
you ego.
you don't listen.
you think you are right.
you want to have a free life.
without no one to tell you what is right what is wrong
i am like that.
sometimes i forgot.
the reason im here.
because of my ego.
ego. destroy everything.
ego. my enemy.
i keep on pondering,
people out there,
how they become so strong?
how they become so obedient.
i am jealous of them.

Dr Mrtin.

another good news please.
thank you.



i want to help you
you dont want to help yourself
i cant do anything
its all depend on you.
think about it,
dont regret later.
as a friend
i try my best to help.
i felt responsible.
i felt guilty too.
but the only thing for sure i can do
is to pray hard.


a step.

You don’t have to drive any BMW to be handsome.Be an imam in my prayers.
You don’t have to hush me with lovely songs to melt me. Recite the Kalamullah.
You don’t have to be rich. Please have a kind heart.


aren't it true?

thie song. -i believe: maher zain

i cried when i first listen to it.
we forgot about him sometimes in our life.
we didn't ever remember that HE's the one priority in our life.
HE's the one that always with us,
during our up side down,
during our hard time.
no matter what.

is there's still a time for me?

back pain part II

i still have the backpain. but kurang as compared as before. and my urine i hope its getting better. sebab i quite a few times tak makan ubat as told. not that i dont want (because im the kind of person yg memang susah nak makan ubat). but maybe because the fasting month. i mean since i back to olomouc,about 2 times only i took the medicine. sebab here you start your fasting at 4 am in the morning and will start to break a fast around 8++ pm. so after buka puasa, around 9++pm, we will have tarawih. and finish around 10.45 pm like that. and then im usually fell asleep around 11++ pm. so in the end. lupa makan. and around 3pm like that, bgn sahur. and if i did remember about the ubat, i will take it, if not. i dont. -__-. so im just hoping that everything will be ok. oh no. here, baru i realised, that i dont drink enough of plain water. yeah, i drank juice a lot!. ok OMG. better i go and buy dozen bottles of minerals now. ok. do pray for my health. :)

smile. its easy.

someone said.
"hey. you look beautiful when you're smiling"
and in addition, people said kn,
"senyum kan sedekah"
:) senangkan?